im feeling PERTURBED....
(ps: memories of english lessons with dearest lindy goh starts to flood my head)
y mus all opportunities cum at the same time...
n when im free n looking for these opportunities, they jus seem to disappear
i hate it when u hav to choose sth over the other
bt u actualli luv to accept every offer tat was given to u

so nw, shld i join NDP?
join danzppl?
music garage?
bt there are mani commitments for mi right nw
attachment alone jus drains my energy
exams are cumin soon
5 modules n each carries high credit pts...
furthermore, memorisin those tonnes of lecture notes
cn kill!!
plus pohling says EPS is gng to be difficult n MMM said usualli ppl didn't do well for this sem
there's the volunteer work which i will nv regret handin the application form
they are gng to the zoo tis cumin may...
cn't wait to go zoo wit those kids=)
im tinkin of organisin a games day for them...
bt everithing hasn't been finalised yet since im so busy rite nw
there is the poly forum which i gt nominated by the sch(y mi??...im nt even active in poly)
interview is gng to be held nxt wk
n i dun even noe wat they are gng to ask
i hope they dun ask mi any political issues
if nt, i might hav to copy han n say "fantastic" to every single qn they asked...hahah
hope i cn paz the interview since it looks interestin n MMM says it's gd for resume
havin to mit ppl frm other polys too
n also MMM has been encouragin mi to join
n tryin all she cld to get mi thru the interview
such nice n sweet class tutor i hav
nv did i expect her to make the effort to call the organisers
cos i was initialli told tat im not allowed to go for the interview since my attachment last til aug and it might hinder their prep work
but if i cn't get thru, im nt gng to feel gloomy...
jus gng to feel bad tat MMM's efforts are all gng to go down the drain

haiz...most probably...im nt joinin NDP
there are pros n cons..
i didn't like the environment, jus cn't connect wit those ppl there
generation gap?
the onli thing tat tempted mi to join was the CCA pts, money, the fun and of cos a slim chance of mitin him(nt medic)
it wldn't be fun tis yr since nt mani ppl r joinin wit us
as for mitin him, jus want to noe hw he's doing...
bt i guess the chances of meetin him is gng to be slim...
as for danz, it shall be postponed agn...after the aug exams
i dun like things to be cramped all together
if i accept every offer, i will feel tired n start to dislike gng there
nv let my passion turned into my burden

enuff of those...on a happy note
dr blur is gng to gif us lecture...echo lecture somemore
hahha...i cn't wait to see hw he is gng to teach us
i still rmb his echo skills...erm...i hope he improves
i tink i'll be smilin thru out the lecture...hahha...
duno y..he jus brighten up my day everitime i see him...hahha
blur blur one...bt i tink he's less blur nw
n im gng to wear tat necklace on fri since it's ding dong dong lesson
see wat's her reaction
i shall sit right in front of her n hopefully she asks abt the necklace
han n the rest started to imagine hw she's gng to eye n surround mi n snatch tat necklace frm mi...wahhah

lastly, im gng to fulfill my requirements for y attachment...yeah
i was tinkin since im gng to fulfill it...cn i dun go attachment
ans is no cos sp says tat we hav to fulfill a certain wks n hrs for the attachment...
arghh...but the exams are cumin, piles of lecture notes to study....
y cn't we jus dun go attachment for 1wk or make it a half day wk since we fulfilled those requirements