The Heart vs The Brain

finalli received the letter frm NTU
it's a DIRECT ENTRY TO 2nd YEAR!!!
it's temptin
many ppl have been askin mi so hav i made the decision?
my brain and my heart seems to be battlin out
gosh!which one shld i choose??
had a chat wit my parents
n the conclusion is: "it seems that u hav alreadi made the decision"
sounds true,
bt being a person who needs support and affirmation for her decisions
im afraid to make decisions,
afraid of the responsibilities,
afraid of regrets....

in 4days time,
i'll be in the thailand,
maybe tat will be a getaway to straighten my thoughts n come back wit that final decision=)

n finalli mi n ms wee wee had come up wit the final decision
yup...we resigned frm our company
amazingly, we hav worked there for more than half a year!
she triggered the spark
with the procrastination of our pay for 2wks
this isn't the first time,
but it was definitely the longest time ever
thus, we decided maybe it shld be the last time ever..LOL
plus she wanted part-timers to stay at home until further notice
as there were no sales for wks
thus, no money to give part-timers their salary
it jus goes to show tat she dun wan us to come as she's scared tat we kept askin for the pay
wat frustrates mi is that they have the money to put huge funds in investin n franchisin
yet they cn't even fork out tat little bit of money for our salary
n 2 'free' polo tees tat she gave willingly(i didn't asked for it)
cost 50 bucks
so mi n miss wee wee went up the office, well-prepared n determined to get our pay tat day
unfortunately, jade wasn't ard n accountant cldn't do anything to help
we were even on the verge of writin a complaint letter to MOM
but accordin to our colleague, it has long been blacklisted
in the end, we managed to meet her n gt our pay
actualli in my mind,
i don't think tat she's tat bad afterall
it's jus her method of doing things isn't right
n believin in ppl who she shldn't believe
i will miss those kids n my colleagues
it's seems tat tis mon's outin meant to be the 'last dinner'
but they are great ppl who decided to organise another one for us again this cumin mon
cn't wait to see them=)
had lots of fun wit them
the 'ms duckie eatin up ponyo' drawings
those slackin time wit facebk
like the spot the difference games n etc
miss sia n ponyo's super high performance
mr ezzat's rendition of "i will survive"
n the singin of tamil songsXD
hahah...
i'll miss
miss SIA's smile(p.s.: i think u hav reached mega alreadi!!!n ur powerful vocals rocked the KTV rm tat day! ),
ponyo(great to noe tat u're jus one step closer to ur dream, i noe u will definitely fulfill it, my dearest fren=D)
joelle who nv fails to make mi laugh wit her baby talk,
miss sunshine,mr ni zui jing bu shuo hua, ms 'done, done done!', phoebe, yen's laughter, simin, ling, kim n meyya=)
plus the wonderful manager who is alwaes stucked between us n jade
great colleagues i hav
if it was't for these colleagues,
i might hav left earlier

p.s: dear colleagues, pls ask mr 'ni zui jing bu shou hua' to sent mi those kids' photos!!