Luck has arrived.
A sign of relief. went back for consultation. she said im very lucky. even after a delay in treatment, 'this' has stop spreadin. tho there will be times when i'll feel the pain since 'this' is affectin my nerves, bt the intensity is decreasing n it's still bearable. it's never good to have a high tolerance level. maybe georgina shld say 'OUCH!' with the mildest pain and forget tat it's actualli bearable. then, maybe everithing won't turn out to be like this nw. for nw, i'll jus hav to complete the course and wait for it to recover. hopefully, it dries up, peels off n the redness will disappear. i noe it'll take time to heal and of cos a scar will be there for a long time. it will serve as a constant reminder to me-nt to take things lightly.

thanks for the concern and i noe some are pissed at me for not informin. had 'this' for quite a few weeks. and it was onli until last fri tat i decided to write it out. the previous entry did made mi ponder whether i shld publish it. it took me some courage to pen down my feelings and of cos clicking the 'publish post' tab. decided to post it becos i wanted it to serve as a warning letter to me in the future. im nt a person who likes to tell people abt my worries and sorrows. i dislike tellin ppl of my deepest fears and anxiety. dislike exposin my innermost feelings and my weakest point. im someone who jus luvs to talk abt hw blissful and happy i am and of cos very willin to share tat happiness among my frens. as for the sorrow part, in my point of view, it shldn't be shared as it wld jus create burden to others. it's also difficult and awkward blurtin it out while everione is chit-chattin happily. n tat's also the reason why my blog is alwaes filled wit those memorable moments i had with my family and frens. 'the unglam' n the 'unhappy' wld usually end up as drafts, deleted or never be written. so everione, let's celebrate! as miss georgina has made a huge step in her life...LOL!

off to work tml. wit 12 tablets a day, each costin a dollar. i have to start earnin those moolahs nw!