Dear 2009,
thanks for makin it so difficult
there were realli more downs than ups
nonetheless,
im nt angry with u
instead,
i thank you for the valuable lessons u gave me

first,
it was my health
it realli made mi understand that
certain things shldn't be taken lightly
tat 'life-threatenin' event did scare mi off
nt to forgt the old injury tat appears jus before my dance interview-_-
well done,2009
u hav achieved what prev years didn't

then there were missed chances
傻的！is what i get
i think this is probably the first time
i realli felt so regretful of wat i did
u were great, jus wat i wanted
i shldn't hav reject
i shld hav jus grab hold of the chances
but once agn,
it jus slipped past mi
someone once said:
'u either do not dare to grab those chances or the chances dare nt appear in front of u'
hw true this is
well done, 2009
u hav made mi learn to grab hold of chances

lastly,
a stalker year
jus few days ago,
the fifth incident
my parents wonder hw mani more can there be
when will this stop?
well done, 2009
u manage to give mi courage
i didn't broke down to tears in the fifth incident
instead i pluck up my courage and called my dad down
then we stalked him instead of him stalkin us
hahah..
and gave him a taste of wat i felt

don't be too gloomy, my dear 2009
there were of cos the fun and happiness part
there was a transition
frm poly to uni
some frens left but new frens came in too
im realli glad that mani friendships didn't cease
instead,
it's growin
also,
im slowly tryin to open that bk of mine to my close frens
of cos nt as open as my frens
but, im slowly tryin
to show tat inner side of mi

so dear 2009,
i hope u pass on the joy i had
and forget abt givin those unhappiness to 2010
lastly,
BRING IT ON,2010! ;)