just the 1st mth of the year,

and everyday, energy's totally drained off!

waking up early in the morning to head to the lab
running late for lectures
going out in between lectures to see my cultures

endin sch at 6pm almost everyday

vday bazaar which i had to do almost everything

physically and mentally drained

bad news struck at the beginning of this yr

and for the 1st time,

i cried uncontrollably in the middle of the night

non-stop for hrs

till the next day,

my fren asked mi: "conjunctivitis?watch men bathe rite?" -_-

sorry frens, is nt tat i didn't want to say,

jus tat it's hard to control those emotions at tat point of time

tat heavy book cover is slowly openin up=)

my superwoman coughed heaps of tissue material out of her lungs

doc say it's end stage

deemed as a superwoman,

becos she has been takin care of 3generations of ppl

my grandma, my father and me
till now, she still takes care of my aunt(sec sch)

she's healthy like a bull!

even the doctor says that.

goes to the church herself,

comes bac home and washes the laundry

ensures that the house is spick and span.

she nv needs anyone's help at all,

a really independent woman.

she knw her disease few years ago.

didn't wanted any treatment n decided to leave it to God

Really thank Jesus for all these years.

free from illness, more cheerful, no treatment or medication needed.

every nw and then i prayed to him,

hoping that he could grant all her wishes before she leaves

i really hope that she leaves with no regrets....